tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-378542542023-11-15T22:30:54.621-08:00God is nice and he likes meAlliehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11125437682195078847noreply@blogger.comBlogger92125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37854254.post-31971439980818883102011-05-08T21:19:00.001-07:002011-05-08T21:31:41.281-07:00things I have been thinking aboutThings I have been thinking about, or would like to think about more, which I intend to write about at some point in the future:<br /><br />Where was God in the earthquake, and how should Christians talk about natural disasters?<br /><br />How big is God, and how should this impact the way I see things and do things?<br /><br />Which Jesus is the true Jesus? <span style="font-size:85%;">(Before you get worried I am about to become heretical, I am referring to which <span style="font-style: italic;">interpretation</span> of Jesus is correct.)</span><br /><br />What does God want me to do with my life? <span style="font-size:85%;">(Not completely sure I will be able to answer this one.)</span><br /><br />Is the collateral damage from some forms of evangelism a price worth paying?<br /><br />How should I pray, and what should I pray for?<br /><br />How should I view death?<br /><br />Does it really matter if the first few chapters of Genesis are taken literally or not? And, is evolution actually relevant to philosophical questions about the origins of the universe?<br /><br />How do we know that the New Testament contains the right books?<br /><br />Exactly where do we draw the line between the Church as the body of Christ, and the institution or institutions of Christendom? Is it copping out to blame past horrors on the institution rather than the faith?<br /><br />Ignoring the negative connotations of the label, and ignoring the assumptions surrounding it, what exactly is an "evangelical"? And what exactly is a "liberal"? And which churches have the best view of Christianity and the best interpretation of "what Jesus wanted"?<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">Phew.</span> I have quite some thinking to do.Alliehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11125437682195078847noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37854254.post-5971043070741974012011-04-18T15:15:00.001-07:002011-04-18T15:29:13.740-07:00experienceI've been hesitating to write on here for a while, because I've been unsure how to tell what has been going on in my life. Basically, I had a kind of Experience, and these kinds of things are always difficult to translate without sounding lesser. I think I'm just going to describe it simply.<br /><br />A few months ago - the Sunday before the earthquake, I think, actually - I was in church one evening, feeling fine, nothing out of the ordinary. We started singing <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NojwQKHuF54">How Great is our God</a> and suddenly, about halfway through the song, I just felt completely overwhelmed. Overwhelmed, because I felt like I had suddenly had this glimpse backwards through the last ten years or so of my life, and it was a glimpse that showed how <span style="font-style: italic;">good</span> God has been to me. How he has been there for me in all my troubles, how he has provided for me and comforted me. I had to stop singing because I was about to burst into tears.<br /><br />It's hard to explain... it's like a lot of things suddenly came together for me. I haven't been particularly dwelling on why God let certain things happen, like the death of my mother, but I guess I had been ignoring this issue so I didn't have to think about it. No sudden clarity there, but what I <span style="font-style: italic;">do</span> see now is that if things like that hadn't happened, and if I hadn't had a few difficult years here and there, I just would never have seen <span style="font-style: italic;">how</span> good God is, and how good he can be, and how he looks after me in trouble. I guess it's learning to rely on him, to trust him.<br /><br />So this has been a pretty big thing for me. And I hope I've managed to translate it to a tiny extent.Alliehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11125437682195078847noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37854254.post-64093255810238793782011-02-28T18:31:00.000-08:002011-02-28T18:52:08.512-08:00running through my mindHere are some verses and songs that are running through my mind constantly as I face an uncertain future and the effects of the Christchurch earthquake. I can't pretend that I'm not scared, weak, helpless and doubting - but I am comforted by these verses and reminded of a God who made an amazing, powerful and beautiful world and yet cares about ME. We have all been humbled, and yet God lifts me up in a time of distress and reminds me of his overwhelming love and care for us in the midst of crisis.<br /><br /><u>Psalm 46</u><br />God is our refuge and strength,<br /> an ever-present help in trouble.<br />Therefore we will not fear, though the earth give way<br /> and the mountains fall into the heart of the sea,<br />though its waters roar and foam<br /> and the mountains quake with their surging.<br /><p>There is a river whose streams make glad the city of God,<br /> the holy place where the Most High dwells.<br />God is within her, she will not fall;<br /> God will help her at break of day.<br />Nations are in uproar, kingdoms fall;<br /> he lifts his voice, the earth melts. </p><p>The LORD Almighty is with us;<br /> the God of Jacob is our fortress. </p><p>Come and see what the LORD has done,<br /> the desolations he has brought on the earth.<br />He makes wars cease<br /> to the ends of the earth.<br />He breaks the bow and shatters the spear;<br /> he burns the shields with fire.<br />He says, “Be still, and know that I am God;<br /> I will be exalted among the nations,<br /> I will be exalted in the earth.” </p><p> The LORD Almighty is with us;<br /> the God of Jacob is our fortress. </p><iframe title="YouTube video player" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/RmknWYFr6Xk" frameborder="0" height="349" width="425"></iframe><br /><br /><u>Romans 8:18-39</u><br />I consider that our present sufferings are not worth comparing with the glory that will be revealed in us. For the creation waits in eager expectation for the children of God to be revealed. For the creation was subjected to frustration, not by its own choice, but by the will of the one who subjected it, in hope that the creation itself will be liberated from its bondage to decay and brought into the freedom and glory of the children of God. <p>We know that the whole creation has been groaning as in the pains of childbirth right up to the present time. Not only so, but we ourselves, who have the firstfruits of the Spirit, groan inwardly as we wait eagerly for our adoption to sonship, the redemption of our bodies. For in this hope we were saved. But hope that is seen is no hope at all. Who hopes for what they already have? But if we hope for what we do not yet have, we wait for it patiently. </p><p>In the same way, the Spirit helps us in our weakness. We do not know what we ought to pray for, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us through wordless groans. And he who searches our hearts knows the mind of the Spirit, because the Spirit intercedes for God’s people in accordance with the will of God. </p><p>And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose. For those God foreknew he also predestined to be conformed to the image of his Son, that he might be the firstborn among many brothers and sisters. And those he predestined, he also called; those he called, he also justified; those he justified, he also glorified.<br /></p><p>What, then, shall we say in response to these things? If God is for us, who can be against us? He who did not spare his own Son, but gave him up for us all—how will he not also, along with him, graciously give us all things? Who will bring any charge against those whom God has chosen? It is God who justifies. Who then is the one who condemns? No one. Christ Jesus who died—more than that, who was raised to life—is at the right hand of God and is also interceding for us. Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall trouble or hardship or persecution or famine or nakedness or danger or sword? As it is written: </p><p> “For your sake we face death all day long;<br /> we are considered as sheep to be slaughtered.” </p><p>No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.</p><p><iframe title="YouTube video player" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/pTbogh5PO7M" frameborder="0" height="349" width="425"></iframe><br /></p><p><br /><u>Matthew 11:28-29</u> (KJV)<br />Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls.</p><em></em>Alliehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11125437682195078847noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37854254.post-34401009986086814632011-02-24T19:55:00.000-08:002011-02-24T19:58:53.454-08:00therefore we will not fearSee <a href="http://survivehistory.blogspot.com">my other blog</a> for what is going on currently in Christchurch, New Zealand.<br /><br />I don't have much to say at present, but here are the words of Sydney's Archbishop Peter Jensen <a href="http://www.sydneyanglicans.net/images/uploads/Christchurch_remarks.pdf">(source)</a>:<br /><br />Anglican Church Diocese of Sydney<br />Christchurch Prayer Service Thursday 24th February, 2011<br />St Andrew’s Cathedral<br />Remarks by Archbishop Dr Peter Jensen<br /><br />The Bible says, ‘God is our refuge and strength a very present help in time of trouble. Therefore we will not fear though the earth gives way, though the mountains be moved into the heart of the sea.’ God’s word also says that we should pray for all people, for all are in the image of the one God who made us all and cares for us all.<br /><br />As we are meeting here, tremendous efforts are going on in Christchurch to find the lost, to heal the injured, to bring order out of chaos. We long to help; all our compassion is engaged because of our common humanity, but especially because these are our beloved New Zealanders.<br /><br />To be so far away seems as though we are helpless. But there are gifts we can send, gifts such as people and money. And one of the most practical things we can do is to pray. The God who is our Father and who looks on us is also their Father and looks on them. Even now he is sustaining and blessing all our human efforts to find and to comfort and to restore. He will hear our prayer.<br /><br />What should we pray for? At one level this is obvious. We should pray for those who grieve the loss of friends and family, we should pray that the rescuers will find any who are alive but trapped; we should pray that the rescuers will be preserved from harm; we should pray that there will be no more earthquakes; we should pray for those in the frontline of care and communication and leadership; we should pray for friends and family; we should pray that essential services will be restored and disease will not break out. For these and a dozen other things we should be asking our loving Father-God to provide.<br /><br />But there are more than those immediate needs. Christchurch is a great, proud and beautiful city. Its citizens are living in fear, grief and uncertainty. They need immediate help. They also need the help which strengthens and renews the spirit. They will need it in order to go on, to comfort their children, to work together. They will need what the Bible calls faith, hope and love.<br /><br />Faith that despite this catastrophe God is at work in their lives, God is the rock that will not move and God can be trusted even when the ground shifts and moves;<br /><br />Hope that with God at work there is a future, that this crisis will come to an end, that God can and will redeem the most impossible situations and that it is a good thing to lift up their eyes to that future and so walk forward;<br /><br />Love that will heal the broken hearted and the frightened children, love that will reach out to homeless and afflicted and love that will share meagre resources and their very selves with the stranger.<br /><br />To have faith, and hope and love is vital. But these are matters that we cannot demand they are the gifts of the spirit and especially the gift which God gives us through his Son Jesus Christ. As we pray, therefore, we ask for all the immediate and necessary things which people need; but we must also ask for the things of the spirit which they will also need and which will be part of giving them the courage to go on, saying ‘God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in time of trouble.’Alliehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11125437682195078847noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37854254.post-19888421555590881312010-12-22T15:59:00.000-08:002010-12-22T16:01:50.654-08:00merry Christmas!<span style="font-style: italic;">The people walking in darkness </span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"> have seen a great light; </span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">on those living in the land of deep darkness </span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"> a light has dawned. </span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">You have enlarged the nation </span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"> and increased their joy; </span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">they rejoice before you </span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"> as people rejoice at the harvest, </span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">as warriors rejoice </span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"> when dividing the plunder. </span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">For as in the day of Midian’s defeat, </span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"> you have shattered </span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">the yoke that burdens them, </span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"> the bar across their shoulders, </span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"> the rod of their oppressor. </span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">Every warrior’s boot used in battle </span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"> and every garment rolled in blood </span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">will be destined for burning, </span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"> will be fuel for the fire. </span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">For to us a child is born, </span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"> to us a son is given, </span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"> and the government will be on his shoulders. </span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">And he will be called </span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"> Wonderful Counselor, Mighty God, </span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"> Everlasting Father, Prince of Peace.</span><br /><br />Isaiah 9:2-6Alliehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11125437682195078847noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37854254.post-41374756280865383002010-11-13T19:16:00.000-08:002010-11-13T19:30:35.231-08:00growing up politeI did quite a lot of childcare last weekend (if you need a recap, I have two nieces aged 2 and 4). So much childcare, in fact, that I stayed over at my sister's place for the weekend. On Saturday, it rained cats and dogs and so we had to play inside most of the day. By the time their parents got home, the girls were a bit crazy, and Niece-Aged-4 had a few meltdowns in which she was liable to lash out physically at her sister or her parents. After one such meltdown in which she hit her father, she was sent to her room, and a few minutes later she came out to apologise tearfully to Daddy. 'I'm sorry Daddy! I don't want to hit anyone ever again, never!'<br /><br />Now, I have no doubt that Niece-Aged-4 really, genuinely felt that, but I suspect that she may, at some point in the short-term future, lash out again. The more time I spend with my nieces, the more I love them and appreciate their unique personalities and all their good points, but I also see the seemingly endless battle their parents face with their tempestuous spirits. Trying not to break their spirits, but to teach them. Teach them how to use their manners, how to treat other people with kindness and respect, and how generally to be a member of society. And the funny thing is that the girls themselves <span style="font-style: italic;">want</span> to be kind. They just can't always control themselves.<br /><br />And neither can I! I've turned out extremely well-behaved. I am hardly ever rude to people, I don't hit or kick people when they won't share their toys with me, and I tend to come across as a polite, fairly likeable person, even if I am a little too shy sometimes. In secret, though, I'm still the same tempestuous child, slowly gaining a little more self-control over myself, but never enough. I often think to myself "I don't want to [sin] ever again, never!" But it doesn't seem to be enough. I do it anyway.<br /><br /><blockquote>Romans 7:14-25<br />We know that the law is spiritual; but I am unspiritual, sold as a slave to sin. I do not understand what I do. For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do. And if I do what I do not want to do, I agree that the law is good. As it is, it is no longer I myself who do it, but it is sin living in me. For I know that good itself does not dwell in me, that is, in my sinful nature. For I have the desire to do what is good, but I cannot carry it out. For I do not do the good I want to do, but the evil I do not want to do—this I keep on doing. Now if I do what I do not want to do, it is no longer I who do it, but it is sin living in me that does it. <p>So I find this law at work: Although I want to do good, evil is right there with me. For in my inner being I delight in God’s law; but I see another law at work in me, waging war against the law of my mind and making me a prisoner of the law of sin at work within me. What a wretched man I am! Who will rescue me from this body that is subject to death? Thanks be to God, who delivers me through Jesus Christ our Lord! </p></blockquote><p></p>Thanks be to God, who delivers me through Jesus Christ our Lord!Alliehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11125437682195078847noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37854254.post-38439004489677366622010-08-25T23:15:00.000-07:002010-08-26T13:04:15.164-07:00flexibility and tolerance<blockquote>Romans 14<br /><span style="font-style: italic;">Accept him whose faith is weak, without passing judgment on disputable matters. </span><sup style="font-style: italic;" class="versenum" id="en-NIV-28268">2</sup><span style="font-style: italic;">One man's faith allows him to eat everything, but another man, whose faith is weak, eats only vegetables. </span><sup style="font-style: italic;" class="versenum" id="en-NIV-28269">3</sup><span style="font-style: italic;">The man who eats everything must not look down on him who does not, and the man who does not eat everything must not condemn the man who does, for God has accepted him. </span><sup style="font-style: italic;" class="versenum" id="en-NIV-28270">4</sup><span style="font-style: italic;">Who are you to judge someone else's servant? To his own master he stands or falls. And he will stand, for the Lord is able to make him stand. </span><p style="font-style: italic;"> <sup class="versenum" id="en-NIV-28271">5</sup>One man considers one day more sacred than another; another man considers every day alike. Each one should be fully convinced in his own mind. <sup class="versenum" id="en-NIV-28272">6</sup>He who regards one day as special, does so to the Lord. He who eats meat, eats to the Lord, for he gives thanks to God; and he who abstains, does so to the Lord and gives thanks to God. <sup class="versenum" id="en-NIV-28273">7</sup>For none of us lives to himself alone and none of us dies to himself alone. <sup class="versenum" id="en-NIV-28274">8</sup>If we live, we live to the Lord; and if we die, we die to the Lord. So, whether we live or die, we belong to the Lord. </p><p style="font-style: italic;"> <sup class="versenum" id="en-NIV-28275">9</sup>For this very reason, Christ died and returned to life so that he might be the Lord of both the dead and the living. <sup class="versenum" id="en-NIV-28276">10</sup>You, then, why do you judge your brother? Or why do you look down on your brother? For we will all stand before God's judgment seat. <sup class="versenum" id="en-NIV-28277">11</sup>It is written:<br /> " 'As surely as I live,' says the Lord,<br /> 'every knee will bow before me;<br /> every tongue will confess to God.' " <sup class="versenum" id="en-NIV-28278">12</sup>So then, each of us will give an account of himself to God. </p><p style="font-style: italic;"> <sup class="versenum" id="en-NIV-28279">13</sup>Therefore let us stop passing judgment on one another. Instead, make up your mind not to put any stumbling block or obstacle in your brother's way. <sup class="versenum" id="en-NIV-28280">14</sup>As one who is in the Lord Jesus, I am fully convinced that no food is unclean in itself. But if anyone regards something as unclean, then for him it is unclean. <sup class="versenum" id="en-NIV-28281">15</sup>If your brother is distressed because of what you eat, you are no longer acting in love. Do not by your eating destroy your brother for whom Christ died. <sup class="versenum" id="en-NIV-28282">16</sup>Do not allow what you consider good to be spoken of as evil. <sup class="versenum" id="en-NIV-28283">17</sup>For the kingdom of God is not a matter of eating and drinking, but of righteousness, peace and joy in the Holy Spirit, <sup class="versenum" id="en-NIV-28284">18</sup>because anyone who serves Christ in this way is pleasing to God and approved by men. </p><p style="font-style: italic;"> <sup class="versenum" id="en-NIV-28285">19</sup>Let us therefore make every effort to do what leads to peace and to mutual edification. <sup class="versenum" id="en-NIV-28286">20</sup>Do not destroy the work of God for the sake of food. All food is clean, but it is wrong for a man to eat anything that causes someone else to stumble. <sup class="versenum" id="en-NIV-28287">21</sup>It is better not to eat meat or drink wine or to do anything else that will cause your brother to fall. </p><p style="font-style: italic;"> <sup class="versenum" id="en-NIV-28288">22</sup>So whatever you believe about these things keep between yourself and God. Blessed is the man who does not condemn himself by what he approves. <sup class="versenum" id="en-NIV-28289">23</sup>But the man who has doubts is condemned if he eats, because his eating is not from faith; and everything that does not come from faith is sin.</p></blockquote><p></p><p><br /></p><p>I've been thinking about why Paul is important, recently. I was talking to another Christian recently who doesn't like Paul, thinks he was judgmental and didn't deal well with other people and that perhaps a lot of his teachings aren't necessary.</p><p>I was surprised because I really like Paul, as a 'character'. He comes across so vividly despite the fact that the books he wrote are almost two thousand years old. I recognise that he may have been a 'difficult' person to be around, in some ways, but I think that is absolutely necessary. The Church needs to hold itself to incredibly high standards and one of his most important roles was to keep the earliest churches solid; straight and true; out of the grip of false teachings and rejecting corruption.<br /></p><p>On the other hand, I think he was incredibly necessary for the early Church in his approach to tolerance. Bearing with each other. I think Jesus created the Church and gave its most important instructions, like this: 'By this all men will know that you are my disciples, if you love one another.' I think Paul showed the people he wrote to what this love might look like. What this love was <span style="font-style: italic;">not</span>. I think Paul helped to address the inevitable misunderstandings of Jesus' teachings that arose throughout a Church that still did not have a written gospel. I hesitate to say that he made Jesus' teachings practical, but I sort of mean that, without saying that Jesus' teaching wasn't practical!!<br /></p>And I think the fourteenth chapter of Romans is a masterpiece of Paul's (and, of course, the Holy Spirit's). Somehow, it asks so much of each member of the church - put others first, don't put any stumbling block in their way, OR judge them for doing a 'disputable' thing that you may think would be wrong. To love one another and always to work for peace amongst the believers. But it also gives a remarkable freedom to each Christian, to judge from your own conscience what is best, to use the wits God gives you. I LOVE it. If I were dictator of the world, I would insist that every church building had this passage inscribed indelibly on their wall.<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">However</span>, I think the passage makes it clear that even disputable matters do matter (no pun intended). I think it is implied very carefully as well that this teaching applies to disputable matters. So, this passage doesn't make all the doctrines of the Church a matter of personal choice.Alliehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11125437682195078847noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37854254.post-32884161044599865342010-08-14T20:32:00.000-07:002010-08-14T20:39:49.849-07:00nepotism<blockquote>Christianity gets maligned for entirely false reasons. One vivid illustration of this is when a geologist like Plimer can write a thoroughly credible book, on how Christians are guilty of 'telling lies for God'. It is a sad situation when Christians become such easy pickings for unbelievers, when unbelievers can be counted on as being more reliable for communicating the truth of God in science than Christian believers. All this is nothing short of a tragedy for the Christian cause. ... We all agree that Christian Apologetics in defence of Christianity to the unbeliever is a good thing. But I cannot so support Creationism, it is neither Christianity or God's truth. It is not defensible on either a scientific or a biblical basis.</blockquote><br />This is an excerpt from my uncle's new book, <span style="font-style: italic;">An Orthodox Understanding of the Bible with Physical Science</span>. Hooray! <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Orthodox-Understanding-Bible-Physical-Science/dp/1609117255/ref=sr_1_5?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1281817361&sr=1-5">You can buy it here.</a> Whether you agree or disagree with him I think it would be a good read. I can't understand half of it, not being a scientist, but that which I can understand is very very interesting.Alliehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11125437682195078847noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37854254.post-71384347630260963472010-08-03T15:43:00.000-07:002010-08-03T16:04:15.363-07:00when the Church lets us downSo, Anne Rice has attracted <a href="http://www.thebostonchannel.com/entertainment/24442284/detail.html">some recent publicity</a> for leaving the church she was re-converted to. It seems pretty plain, however, that she is by no means rejecting Christ, but she is rejecting the Church and organised religion.<br /><br />A reporter from the <a href="http://www.examiner.com/x-26772-San-Francisco-Apologetics-Examiner%7Ey2010m8d1-Anne-Rice--Possibly-I-still-belong-to-the-Body-of-Christ">San Francisco Apologetics Examiner</a> asked her this:<br /><br /><em>"Do you disagree that if you haven’t left Christ, you haven’t left the church, because the church consists of all those who believe in Him? Would you agree you still belong to ‘that’ church (those who believe in Christ)?"</em><br /><br />Ms Rice replied:<br /><br /><em>"Possibly I still belong to the Body of Christ. I don't know anymore what that is. I just know I cannot mislead people into believing that I support organized religion. In Jesus' name, I cannot be complicit with many of the things organized religion does."</em><br /><br />I know how Ms Rice feels, being ashamed of the members of the religion, or the institutional body, one identifies oneself with. And I know a lot of Protestants would immediately pounce on the Roman Catholic Church as the culprit here, but Protestants are just as guilty of corruption and evil as the Catholics have been, although this has sometimes been in different ways.<br /><br />At this point, however, I do not think that the answer is to leave the Church and to call myself a Christian no longer. I know plenty of people disillusioned with organised religion who continue to meet with fellow Christians in home groups, and I think this is an option that works for them. I also find it difficult to ignore all the benefits of organised religion. The charities, the mass movement that can be possible through an organised body of believers. Besides, in the end, to renounce the title "Christian" is to renounce the reality that you are, literally, "Christ's one", and how on earth can you continue in faith in Christ without belonging to him in that sense? Yes, the term has been tainted for many people, but all the more reason to reclaim it.<br /><br />How to do so, though?<br /><br />The first place to start is in ourselves. Overquoted but nevertheless valid: "Be the change you want to see in the world."<br /><br />The second place: We must take a stand against evil infiltrating the Church. We must be intolerant of <span style="font-style: italic;">anything</span> that shames the name of Christ.<br /><br />However: it is a reality that we must come to accept - perfection is not available to sinful human beings and the Church is always going to disappoint in some way. We have to admit that <span style="font-style: italic;">we</span> shame the name of Christ and we cannot blame everything on the worst sinners within the Church. In some ways we must celebrate the Church as the only place to which lost sinners can turn. I am thinking of a song by Switchfoot, called 'The Beautiful Letdown'.<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">We are a beautiful letdown,</span><br /> <span style="font-style: italic;">Painfully uncool.</span><br /> <span style="font-style: italic;">The Church of the dropouts, the losers, the sinners, the failures and the fools.</span><br /> <span style="font-style: italic;">Oh what a beautiful letdown,</span><br /> <span style="font-style: italic;">Are we salt in the wound?</span><br /><br />And I continue to think that abandoning it will not help. Those who see the darkness that tries to encroach on the Church must stay, because they are the ones who will fight it.Alliehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11125437682195078847noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37854254.post-76836900491091704772010-07-07T20:24:00.001-07:002010-07-07T20:27:00.164-07:00reclaim!I've had enough of hearing people talk about "born-again Christians" with derision or sarcasm.<br /><br />Let's reclaim the title - let's be people whose lives are so astoundingly turned around for the better that the expression fits us so well that it becomes a compliment, or an expression of a reality, clearly visible.Alliehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11125437682195078847noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37854254.post-40869799996487985022010-06-06T16:10:00.000-07:002010-06-06T16:19:29.463-07:00how do you sleep at night?Recently I've heard a lot of Christians pondering over how non-Christians can possibly live without God. Surely the hopelessness of a godless life would drive anyone to despair. It's a sort of valid question, but it has always annoyed me a little, and I wasn't sure why.<br /><br />Until yesterday. Now it annoys me a lot, and I <span style="font-style: italic;">know</span> why.<br /><br />Yesterday, someone told me a question that a non-Christian asked them. "Believing what you do - heaven, hell - <span style="font-style: italic;">how do you sleep at night?</span> Knowing that millions and millions of people are lost to the pits of hell without Christ in their lives, <span style="font-style: italic;">how do you sleep?</span>"<br /><br />It was like a little light going click! in my head. And I think it's a much better question for us to ask.<br /><br />Yes, I do think life is more difficult on a <span style="font-style: italic;">personal</span> level without a belief in God. However, a belief in God that entails a belief that the people around me are destined for hell if they don't turn to God before they die is even more difficult. It's much more difficult to live as if we believe it. It should <span style="font-style: italic;">drive</span> us, we should be filled with a passion to tell more and more people every day, for if we seriously believe that without God they are doomed:<br /><br />WHY ARE WE NOT TELLING THEM?Alliehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11125437682195078847noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37854254.post-16084956724230141562010-05-30T22:01:00.000-07:002010-06-01T04:26:30.452-07:00praiseThis is just a quick note to express the awesomeness of this Sunday just been.<br /><br />1) At church there were five baptisms. HAPPY STUFF.<br /><br />2) My flatmate's family have been really involved in the life of a young woman (a non-Christian) with terminal cancer who has a little boy aged 18 months. She is their cousin's ex-partner, so the links are technically tenuous, but they've been fantastic witnesses to her, and have been caring for the little boy whenever his mother has been unable to, and are now legal guardians to him. My flatmate's mother has also been hanging out with her and reading to her from the Bible. She is determined to live, but last weekend, things were getting really bad and it looked like death was inevitable.<br /><br />So we had a prayer meeting at our flat. We prayed that she would come to faith and that she would be healed. Since then, the things that went badly wrong over that weekend have ceased, and then last night, we found out that she has asked Jesus into her life.<br /><br />It is such an encouraging reminder that prayer is answered, and all I can say is "Praise God." So happy right now!Alliehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11125437682195078847noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37854254.post-35228776980960539212010-04-16T18:04:00.001-07:002010-04-16T18:30:53.848-07:00the reasons I believe: transforming love<a href="http://godisnice.blogspot.com/2010/03/reasons-i-believe-1.html">Reason #1: Looking at the world and being disappointed</a>.<br /><a href="http://godisnice.blogspot.com/2010/03/reasons-i-believe-2.html">Reason #2: Creation.</a><br /><a href="http://godisnice.blogspot.com/2010/04/reasons-i-believe-cross.html">Reason #3: The cross.</a><br /><br />Reason #4: The transforming love of God.<br /><br />I listened to a sermon at my church a few weeks ago and was struck by one sentence which I jotted down immediately.<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">The Christian has experienced God's love and has been transformed by it.</span><br /><br />This feels like an appropriate reason to follow Reason #3, the cross of Christ, an event and a symbol of God's great, self-sacrificial love for us. As Romans 5:7-8 says, "Very rarely will anyone die for a righteous man, though for a good man someone might possibly dare to die. But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us."<br /><br />But it doesn't stop with the cross as an event. The power of the cross is the power of a love so great that it is tangible to me, a 23-year-old in 2010, and it has been tangible to me throughout my life. The love of a God I can turn to again and again, a God who forgives me again and again, who continues to bless me despite all my failings; a God who saw me running away, fought for me, and ran to greet me with open arms as I stumbled back towards him; a God whose love has been <span style="font-style: italic;">so</span> immediately present, so real, so comforting, in all the most horrible moments of my life.<br /><br />It's not something I can quantify because it is so all-encompassing and it's so personal. I cannot <span style="font-style: italic;">prove</span> to you the depth of God's love. A frail example would be like trying to prove that my mother loved me - unmeasurable by the fact that she fed me, clothed me, looked after me when I was sick, although that is all part of it.<br /><br />However, it is something that I have seen in other people's lives, and the proof is in the transformation. I've seen proud, strong, angry people brought to their knees by God's love; men who used to drink and fight and hit their wives, lives transformed, stand before a congregation every week and declare "God is so good"; people whose actions led them to be rejected by society come in humility and shame before a God who forgave them. I've seen this in people I know, and I've seen it in <span style="font-style: italic;">me, </span>and there is no explanation for it that does not take into account a force outside of these people, a God who loves them.Alliehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11125437682195078847noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37854254.post-54747838446574731712010-04-09T15:21:00.000-07:002010-04-09T15:31:15.180-07:00guidanceA break in the faith series for a prayer request: I need guidance.<br /><br />I've come back to the same spot I was five years ago, and moved on from. Considering a career working for <a href="http://www.wycliffe.org.nz/">Wycliffe Bible Translators</a>, which is an organisation I've always been very interested in.<br /><br />When I was in my first year of university, I was taking Linguistics, and considered making it my major, so that I could train as a linguist and work for Wycliffe. In the end, I decided not to, or just drifted away from that idea - and now, I'm wondering if I was wrong. Wycliffe has appeared again on the horizon, and this time, I want to do what God wants me to do, if I got it wrong last time.<br /><br />I <span style="font-style: italic;">suspect</span> that it won't be possible for me to work for them for a couple of years. Wycliffe is a "faith mission", which means it doesn't pay wages, but it helps its workers get support from various churches and individuals. I have a student loan which is not huge but not tiny either, and I think I should probably pay that off before I do anything that requires church support.<br /><br />Which means I need to think also about what I should spend my time on during the next couple of years, if I spend them with the aim of eventually working for Wycliffe. Besides paying off my loan, do I also train for certain jobs that are particularly useful for Wycliffe. Do I train further in linguistics? Teaching? Translation? Biblical training?<br /><br />So - I need prayer, that God would guide me onto the path he wants for me, and (probably more crucially) that I would listen.Alliehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11125437682195078847noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37854254.post-69575976711233538032010-04-04T20:02:00.000-07:002010-04-04T20:34:19.357-07:00the reasons I believe: the cross<a href="http://godisnice.blogspot.com/2010/03/reasons-i-believe-1.html">Reason #1: Looking at the world and being disappointed.</a><br /><a href="http://godisnice.blogspot.com/2010/03/reasons-i-believe-2.html">Reason #2: Creation.</a><br /><br />Reason #3: The cross.<br /><br /><blockquote style="font-style: italic;">I could never myself believe in God, if it were not for the cross… In the real world of pain, how could one worship a God who was immune to it? I have entered many Buddhist temples in different Asian countries and stood respectfully before the statue of Buddha, his legs crossed, arms folded, eyes closed, the ghost of a smile playing round his mouth, a remote look on his face, detached from the agonies of the world. But each time after a while I have to turn away. And in imagination I have turned instead to that lonely, twisted, tortured figure on the cross, nails through hands and feet, back lacerated, limbs wrenched, brow bleeding from thorn-pricks, mouth dry and intolerably thirsty, plunged in God-forsaken darkness. That is the God for me! He laid aside his immunity to pain. He entered our world of flesh and blood, tears and death. He suffered for us. Our sufferings become more manageable in the light of his. There is still a question mark against human suffering, but over it we boldly stamp another mark, the cross which symbolises divine suffering. ‘The cross of Christ … is God’s only self-justification in such a world’ as ours.</blockquote><br /><br />I almost don't want to write any more, after this quote (from John Stott's <span style="font-style: italic;">The Cross of Christ</span>). It is, for me, one of the most meaningful and wonderful things ever written that isn't included in the Bible. Because it captures what for me is IT, the essential kernel of Christianity that has me hooked.<br /><br />I am so often confused, so often bewildered, by life; so often unsure of my own ability to understand; so often horrified by what is happening in the world and what has happened in the world. I don't know why I believe. I doubt. I object. I am overcome by fear of the largeness of it all and by the sting of death. I worry that God cannot possibly love so disappointing a creature as I and that my sin is too large for it to be forgiven.<br /><br />And then I look to the cross. It answers all my questions.<br /><br />The God who could crush me like a beetle loved me and "humbled himself and became obedient to death - even death on a cross!" That is no frail love. It is more powerful than my sin and is enough to save me.<br /><br />When I have moments of terror - I don't want to die! - I am suddenly hit with the memory that Jesus was terrified too. He went through everything I go through and more. He did not want to die, yet he did it, for <span style="font-style: italic;">me</span>, and I cannot ignore such love. <span style="font-style: italic;"><br /><br />Love so amazing, so divine - demands my soul, my life, my all.<br /></span>Alliehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11125437682195078847noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37854254.post-29778955065314422242010-03-23T20:08:00.000-07:002010-04-04T20:22:54.725-07:00the reasons I believe: creation<a href="http://godisnice.blogspot.com/2010/03/reasons-i-believe-1.html">Reason #1: Looking at the world and being disappointed</a>.<br /><br />Reason #2: Creation.<br /><br />In a sense the debate about evolution vs. creation is, for me, supremely irrelevant, and completely fails to address the substantial problem of existence: origins. (Add to that that I'm just not all that interested in science.) Regardless of the age of the earth, of the adaptation and evolution of human kind, of my personal interpretation of the book of Genesis, evolution cannot explain the philosophical problem of the spark of existence.<br /><br />How is it that something is here at all? Our knowledge of the "Big Bang" alone makes it very clear that something hasn't always been here, and I don't think belief in a designer is all that far-fetched when you consider the other options.<br /><br />And then there is the astonishing, amazing unlikelihood of the universe. To provide you with a cliche, standing at the top of a mountain and surveying everything around me is something that, for me, minimises the possibility of chance by rather a lot. Seeing something of the order that governs even the smallest organisms. Watching a child grow. Wondering how such beauty could simply evolve of its own volition. Viewing by chance the raw power of nature and our own defencelessness. It's strange, given that my other reason to believe so far is a rejection of the reality of the (social) world as it is. The (natural) world, as it is, is so wonderful that I do not think it is possible without a Creator.<br /><br />All this makes the following Bible verses really resonate with me:<span style="font-style: italic;"></span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">For you created my inmost being; </span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"> you knit me together in my mother's womb. </span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; </span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"> your works are wonderful, </span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"> I know that full well.</span> Psalm 139: 13-14<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">For since the creation of the world God's invisible qualities—his eternal power and divine nature—have been clearly seen, being understood from what has been made, so that men are without excuse.</span> Romans 1:20<br /><br />For these reasons, if I ever tried to be an atheist I would be a very bad one. I cannot get out of my head the sense that there is something too amazing here to be a fluke.<br /><br />------<br /><br />So far, I am aware that my reasons to believe lead only to belief in a God, identity unknown. The reasons I specifically chose to follow Christ will come soon.Alliehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11125437682195078847noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37854254.post-69791677672301382932010-03-21T14:51:00.000-07:002010-04-04T20:22:40.526-07:00the reasons I believe: looking at the world and being disappointedNo. 1 reason to believe in my <a href="http://godisnice.blogspot.com/2010/03/faith.html">series on faith</a>: Looking at the world and being disappointed.<br /><br />I cannot get over a feeling, when I look around me, that something has gone terribly wrong. I study history, and the history I study is only of the last eighty years or so, and yet there is so much evidence of human evil that it would be enough to persuade me.<br /><br />Here's what this says to me. SIN MATTERS. I know it's an unfashionable word, but it seems to me to sum up a reality - that human beings know that the Good is preferable, but for some reason the Bad remains a fundamental part of our reality. We can't get it out of our system. I certainly can't get it out of mine. I am part of the problem, and I'm never going to be able to solve it. The evil we commit is not excusable. And the evil we commit may be "small", because most of us have been lucky enough to be placed in contexts in which our actions affect few other people, but it is nonetheless evil.<br /><br />I could, having come to this conclusion, live miserably and guiltily, try hard to do good, but wallow in guilt whenever I, inevitably, stuff up. I could stop caring, and just live for myself, taking, taking and taking, and making myself the centre of the universe.<br /><br />Instead, I've found a God who gives hope in the midst of this disappointing, crazy world. He offers forgiveness for sin, because he took human evil seriously enough to send his Son to take the punishment we deserve so fully. He gives me strength to fight my natural selfishness, and he gives me assurance that when I stuff up, he'll take the blame off my shoulders. He gives me encouragement just to keep swimming, as Dorie in <span style="font-style: italic;">Finding Nemo</span> says, struggling along hand-in-hand with the Creator who made this world and who one day will restore it.Alliehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11125437682195078847noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37854254.post-68806867121799977082010-03-19T14:32:00.000-07:002010-03-19T14:44:14.079-07:00faith<span style="font-style: italic;">And without faith it is impossible to please God, because anyone who comes to him must believe that he exists and that he rewards those who earnestly seek him.</span> Hebrews 11:6<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">You believe that there is one God. Good! Even the demons believe that—and shudder</span>. James 2:19<br /><br />Lately on this blog my posts have been rather "negative", in the sense that they've been arguing <span style="font-style: italic;">against</span> something (in the last two cases, atheism or, more accurately, atheists). I want to change this. And I've been thinking a lot lately about the reasons I believe, and what it is that I believe in.<br /><br />And this is just it, really - faith. There are so many implications about our views on faith displayed in the way we Christians do things that I'm not sure are always right. We are ashamed of doubts. Or we slam other denominations for not believing exactly the same doctrine as ourselves. We hold up actions above faith; we hold up faith above actions.<br /><br />And I look at the two verses displayed above - seemingly contradictory to someone without faith, perhaps - and try to take in <span style="font-style: italic;">both</span> messages, messages which are like two hands joining.<br /><br />So I'm going to start a little blog series about faith. Not an all-encompassing diatribe covering all time and all space. Just on how faith works itself out in my head, in my life, in my confusion, in my moments of clarity. I will say no more now, but I will leave you with the verse that has been running through my head for weeks now:<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">Let us fix our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy set before him endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God. </span>Hebrews 12:2Alliehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11125437682195078847noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37854254.post-43249266558808905002010-01-24T15:22:00.000-08:002010-01-24T15:30:42.530-08:00atheist buses<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhnDt-mwQkhLAd7YY48M9WIb-KWYlRk-mR4XVhncrj34kXFdufeYJLFf0803N_0sNoozMk9lnZ4YYoZcQGd5zPI7EqGxswKIAogR2ezQa0xc4mt0yLRonezjcX06gomgQIehM0JYg/s1600-h/lede_bus.480.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 202px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhnDt-mwQkhLAd7YY48M9WIb-KWYlRk-mR4XVhncrj34kXFdufeYJLFf0803N_0sNoozMk9lnZ4YYoZcQGd5zPI7EqGxswKIAogR2ezQa0xc4mt0yLRonezjcX06gomgQIehM0JYg/s320/lede_bus.480.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5430450913204577250" border="0" /></a><br />The atheist bus campaign in the UK, supported by people like Richard Dawkins, above, has been publicised all over the world, and is appearing elsewhere - apparently my own country now has a few of the same.<br /><br />"There's probably no God. Now stop worrying and enjoy your life."<br /><br />To me, this is just another example of how people like Dawkins do not have a CLUE as to my motivations as a Christian/religious person.<br /><br />I am not worried. I LOVE my life. I am a very happy person.<br /><br />I didn't lie in bed last night worrying that God will smite me because I told a lie yesterday, which, for some reason, is an image that a lot of non-believers seem to have of Christians.<br /><br />I didn't lie in bed last night clenching my fists, squeezing my eyes shut, thinking "Must. Rid. My. Mind. Of. Sinful. Desires." or "Must Make Myself Want Things I Don't Want."<br /><br />I lay in bed, relaxed, thinking, "Thank you, God, for making life so amazing. Thank you for giving me so many good things."<br /><br />If the atheist bus campaign is aimed at "converting" people from religion - which the message seems to imply - I think it is a waste of money, and it is one of the least convincing messages for atheism that I have ever heard.Alliehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11125437682195078847noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37854254.post-56429789434938473262009-12-10T14:27:00.000-08:002009-12-10T14:36:31.843-08:00letter to an evangelical atheistDear Evangelical Atheist, of the kind that broadcasts anti-religion in all possible spheres of communication,<br /><br />YOU DO NOT HAVE A MONOPOLY ON REASON. Your self-satisfaction with your own powers of deduction is truly awe-inspiring. Your belief in atheism's potential to save the world from irrationality and boredom is, ironically, irrational in itself, and not all that tempting. In my opinion the increase of atheist dogma spouted in all public forums over the last decade or so is far in excess of anything the Church or other religious bodies or individual Christians have "forced" on New Zealand society.<br /><br />Sincerely,<br />AllieAlliehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11125437682195078847noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37854254.post-29566189985941810192009-11-04T00:51:00.000-08:002009-11-04T01:05:20.371-08:00Why God is amazing, #256Okay. So. This is what has happened tonight in our flat which gives me one of those lovely shivery feelings of "My goodness, God is really looking out for us!" Looking out for us in every aspect of our lives, not just the big "important" stuff.<br /><br />1) I spent some birthday money my grandmother gave me on a new vacuum cleaner, which our flat sorely needed, as our old one had basically lost all sucking power. This enabled me to vacuum all living areas and my room in time for my birthday party a few days ago, and it enabled the other girls to vacuum their rooms.<br /><br />2) I decided on a whim the other night not to leave my new vacuum cleaner in the laundry, where it was a little bit in the way, and moved it into my room.<br /><br />3) This afternoon (and this is going to sound like a bad thing) our washing machine clogged, and flooded the laundry, also sending some water out into the kitchen and the bathroom. We had to mop up these rooms, leaving them sparkling clean, and we also tidied up the numerous Things that were lying around the laundry, leaving it neat and sort-of-spacious-looking.<br /><br />4) A couple of hours later, there was a knock on the door. It was the woman who will hopefully be our landlady next year. She had rung up our current landlord (who has a grudge against us because we had to take him to court) for a reference, and he had said that we were too messy - which is, by the way, a very unfair statement and not borne out by his overall experience of us. She liked us when she met us, viewing her rental property, and decided a good idea would be to turn up unannounced and ask to view our current flat, to see if we really are as messy as our landlord says. Knowing that a) all our rooms were clean because we had a new vacuum cleaner, and b) we had just mopped kitchen, bathroom and laundry, we happily showed her around!<br /><br />So, somehow, I removed my new vacuum cleaner from a room that was going to flood the next day, without knowing this was going to happen. Somehow, an "accidental" flood that caused a minor inconvenience for us actually ensured that our flat was sparklingly clean and well-kept when our possible landlady arrived.<br /><br />God is AWESOME.Alliehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11125437682195078847noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37854254.post-6211708875453137592009-10-18T16:03:00.000-07:002009-10-18T17:04:06.532-07:00now I know in part, then I shall know fullyA very ponderous old man at my church stood up yesterday and gave us a rendition of a little poem which I'm not going to try and reproduce here, but went something along the lines of this: If Jesus came to visit your house, would you try and hide all the magazines, TV guides, books lying around and make it look like your Bible had pride of place?<br /><br />Okay, so I get what he's trying to say, but all I could think of was how excited I would be to see Jesus.Alliehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11125437682195078847noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37854254.post-3128831098882856682009-10-12T02:03:00.000-07:002009-10-12T02:22:48.733-07:00God and sufferingWhat heartbreaking news. <a href="http://www.stuff.co.nz/national/crime/2953153/Body-found-in-hunt-for-Aisling">Two-year-old Aisling Symes</a>. One week missing. One child's body found tonight in a gutter in West Auckland.<br /><br />Last week, the tsunami in Samoa. Earthquakes in Indonesia. Floods in the Philippines. Et cetera.<br /><br />In September, <a href="http://u2austen.blogspot.com/2009/09/europe-part-vi.html">me, my friend, visiting Auschwitz</a>. It happened a long time ago but time does not diminish the horror of what happened.<br /><blockquote><br />Break the teeth in their mouths, O God;<br /> tear out, O LORD, the fangs of the lions! <p>Let them vanish like water that flows away;<br /> when they draw the bow, let their arrows be blunted.</p><p>Like a slug melting away as it moves along,<br /> like a stillborn child, may they not see the sun. </p></blockquote><p></p><br />It's times like these that I am thankful for a God who is just and who will punish the evil.<br /><br />But it's times like these that I feel I have to justify the title of my blog. How can a God who lets these things happen possibly be nice? The Psalm I quoted; why doesn't God always answer this prayer? And I'm never going to have a definitive answer for this.<br /><br />I will be thinking about this over the next while and I will try to say something that does not sound incredibly trite and easy. At the same time I will not deny that I feel, overwhelmingly, that God is GOOD.Alliehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11125437682195078847noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37854254.post-55073402597754671952009-10-05T21:48:00.000-07:002009-10-05T22:03:44.131-07:00turning the other cheek<blockquote>"You have heard that it was said, 'Eye for eye, and tooth for tooth.' But I tell you, Do not resist an evil person. If someone strikes you on the right cheek, turn to him the other also. And if someone wants to sue you and take your tunic, let him have your cloak as well." Matthew 5:38-40</blockquote><br />Sometimes I wonder if we, as a Church, really take Jesus seriously. Or if we really want to implement his ideas in our lives.<br /><br />I've had a lot of conversations lately that involved situations I was faced with, or other Christian people were faced with, which centered around a "difficult" or "dishonest" person who was trying to take advantage of me or them, sometimes in very small and insignificant ways, sometimes in much more significant ways. And I mentioned this principle, spoken from the very mouth of Jesus, as an example of how, perhaps, we should behave.<br /><br />These are some of the responses that have followed:<br /><br />- Jesus didn't mean we have to become doormats.<br /><br />- It's not "loving" to give way to people all the time, because they'll just learn to rely on people always doing that for them.<br /><br />- Jesus was talking about "evil people", not every-day relationships.<br /><br />In response, I would acknowledge the grain of truth in these arguments. We would not, for example, give our children everything they ever asked us for, because it is definitely not loving to allow them to grow up spoiled and greedy.<br /><br />But I wonder if we are in danger of explaining Jesus' words away entirely, treating the Sermon on the Mount as an amazing example of theological radicalism, and removing the need for it to be applied to our lives. We should not deceive ourselves - they are <span style="font-style: italic;">radical</span> teachings - and Jesus meant every word. I don't think any of us will ever be able to live up to them, but shouldn't we at least acknowledge the desirability of this?Alliehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11125437682195078847noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37854254.post-91298646082175660562009-09-07T12:33:00.000-07:002009-09-07T12:51:54.725-07:00high churchI'm on a learning curve. A Church of England learning curve. Okay, so I actually attend an Anglican church at home, on Sunday evenings, but it's a student church and VERY "low church" - actually quite similar to the church I've grown up in, with its emphasis on Biblical teaching and meaningful singing.<br /><br />Then the denomination I've grown up in (Open Brethren) has always been inherently anti-high church and grew out of a protest at the ritual and repetition of Church of England services. We don't DO glitzy churches or strange clothing or incense or liturgy or anything along those lines. We just don't. It's not so much a strong opinion anymore, as it used to be, it's just how we do it.<br /><br />Since I got here (England), the only churches I have attended have been high church.<br /><br />Carshalton All Saints, the local church which I have been attending with the family I am staying with. This is high church (though not exceedingly) - we attend the children's service, but it's still all liturgy and some very traditional hymns with pipe organ accompaniment. A bizarre experience when kids are running round, bursting into tears, talking noisily, playing in the aisles - actually kind of nice. It's strange for me, though, getting used to the idea of getting splashed with water as the vicar walks down the aisle splashing it at people (and I still haven't found out why), while going to take the bread and wine and having it placed in my mouth <span style="font-style: italic;">for</span> me seems like a weird invasion of personal space.<br /><br />Then on Sunday I attended Evensong at St Paul's Cathedral. Standing as a procession of choristers and a whole bunch of ministers parade in behind a big gold cross, sitting, standing, repeating, singing (which was fun), chanting, listening to passages of Scripture read out with a solemn "Here ends the lesson" afterwards - the only familiar thing for me was the sermon. In that glorious setting, though, it all seemed to fit. I can't say I felt any closer to God than in my boring little church building at home, though, or the school hall where our campus church meets. The only exception was the absolutely spinetingling pipe organ which was obviously played by someone really good, and which swelled up to fill the whole, enormous building at the conclusion of the service. Wow.<br /><br />When I think of these two churches, and compare them to my only experience of Anglicanism at home - I realise how varied the Church of England is. And in the past I would have been tempted to say, my type is better. I still prefer my comfort zone. But I am starting to see how ritual could suit some people, and how the words they repeat every Sunday could mean just as much, or more, to them than the "freer" atmosphere of the "low church" or the nonconformist denominations. I don't know. In future, anyhow, I will try not to judge.Alliehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11125437682195078847noreply@blogger.com1